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Name: Joanna
Birthday: 10/14/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Laughing..Swimming,Gaze aT raindropz n rainbow n the Beautiful StarZ..Help those needy people,Especially kids!i love my God!! i love Freedom!!!
Expertise: know me and you will know.
Occupation: Missionary + Nurse
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: xiaoling13@hotmail.com
Member Since:
10/27/2003
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| My birthday surprise... some photo uploads here.. =)   it was an awesome 22nd birthday spent here in Timor. my mission pastor said it was the longest birthday celebration. started at Timor 12am(Sg 11pm) on 14october09 till 12am SG time(1am Timor time) haha... birthday surprise at 12am after a long session of badminton in the evening 13oct09.. reached home at 1145pm(timor time).. was hurried to shower, and some stopped me from showering. but i stink coz i sweat so much, i went ahead to shower... and halfway thru, swee! POWERCUT. whole house so dark. i tot they were playing a prank... i tested the shower tap and the water also stopped-our water source is worked by a pump.oncee there's a REAL powercut, everything STOPPED. Was kinda disappointed when i thought it was real...what a great timing... i remembered murmuring to myself in the shower... gladys brought me a torch light.. and gladys made up some story that she needed to use the bathroom.. so i gotta hurry too... and when i stepped out, it was SURPRISE by other people who actually came and hid in our room while i went into the shower!!!! =) it was a major surprise to see different ones coming at 12am despite their busy schedule the next day... they went off at 1am plus... gathered my presents, read the cards... and took lots of pics with gladys... and finally we slept at 2plus 3am... next day woke up... was brought for birthday lunch at Bangkok Spize 2 which changed name to some ulu funny name... and some weird incident happened... and then it was leaders' meeting.. and after right that... we went for badminton session and many wishes again... went to lahane the next day..and the kids came around me and sang me a birthday song. =) the kind of present i received most this year is CHOCOLATES! =) it's a really nice birthday this year... and was really encouraged by the wishes on facebook from different loved ones back in singapore. =) got news today that we might end up coming back earlier! =) kinda happy, kinda sad. coz was supposed to prepare a dance item for this christmas! God knows the best for me. i dun really use this blog... my active blog is http://funnystar87.blogspot.com that's info for you, weiming! =) | | |
| it's friday today. drama rehearsal tonite. role as a mistress. pretty challenging. got my dresses ready from the 2nd hand market here. pretty awesome. $1USD. haha.. abit sianz coz there's parts tat's like torn. anyways i just need to do a little sewing. =) hmm... how i wish my mummy is here with me. haha.. oh well.. gotta learn something call INDEPENDENCE. especially in house work. trip here in Timor Leste definitely taught me a great deal. =) my contact brought me to this place call World Bank where we are entitled to use internet for 30mins. felt pretty bad to be here coz there are people who dun hav the money to use .. and perhaps came here. for me, i can afford to pay n use somewhere else. but well, she brought me here, its hard to turn her down. moreover she is really nice and told me that she will speak to the staffs n let me use for an hour. i was shocked but touched. explained to her that i rather let other ppl in need to use. i merely accompany her here. =) oh well, she is really one sincere girl that i am thankful to Jesus to be able to meet her here. =) she's a Timorese studying in the uni here. =) God is good. 5 more mins n my half hour is up. gotta check out stationary shop to get stuffs for my english class tomorrow as well as to organise games for tml youth's service. oh God, give me creative juices please. that it wun juz be classes or games, but it will be impacting ones that will leave a biblical value that will follow them for lives. gtg. =) huiz, i miss u! definitely will catch up when im back. back to Spize. alrite? there is this place here call Bangkok Spice 1 & 2... really cool thai food. addicted to the Pad-Thai. =) Yummy! USD5. =) hahahha.. i am not losing weight!! argh!!!! but!! i am happy to be healthy! =) what a nurse, eh? =) no no. what a missionary! =) hahhaa... | | |
| Browsing through so many of my long gone photos found in my facebook, i can't help but be thankful of where i am right now. One of my closest friend is attached now, after a painful long relationship filled with many misunderstandings. and she is still trying her very best to get over it. some part in me wishes for a partner that will soar thru the mountains with me... but on the other part, i am happy to be here with God, giving God my entire 1 year in my life. it's very little i know. but this is just the start. i dunno wats ahead of me.
heard frm a fren tat someone told her i will extend my stay here. was abit flabbergasted. coz i remembered saying that if God allows. i guess one of the reasons of me feeling this way is coz i dun like explaining stuffs, esp over n over again. oh well.. i guess today i woke up at the wrong side of my bed. coz i am having bad abdomen pain which normally triggers my "pissed off" button quickly. but God is really good, coz when i am upset, He places really nice people in my life to cheer me up in little ways...
btw... is it wrong if u set certain criterias tat u want in ur future guy, but there's one that came along n not fit into all of it. say out of 30, he misses 2 of it. is he still considered the one? oh God, i need ur guidance, ur patience. i always tot i am really mature as people would comment. but, when i really zoom into my little compartments of my life, i see so MANY ZILLION things to work on which kinda gave me that tot that i have to KEEP ON WAITING for my ONE as God continue to prune me, to change me and to beautify my heart.
Beiing a nurse doesnt mean that u are an angel. coz we are still all human and still going thru a journey...
why am i saying all this?
today is my off day, but i am sick, so it kinda spoil everything.
ARGH!! i am so speechless now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how i wish my best friend is here with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 | | |
| Is the "love" you people talking about are supposed to be like that? i rather don't want any till the time God thinks is right for me. April 08 till now.. i have being doing good.. better, greater than before.. i have risen up to a whole new level with God which i am totally amazed... my heart is so much stronger now.. able to recognize lies and temptations from the enemy.. to the one who says i have no life just because i choose not to have a boyfriend... and always spent it in church, lovingly , i wanna tell you that... i have so much life that i don't want to waste it on finding any kind of guy, get into a emo-roller coaster and then come back crying to God.. and being with God one day in His house is better than thousand days in the world.... Now, it's all for God or nothing. i am trying and learning seriously this time. And this is the best decision I have made in my life... and God has been really great to me.. opening doors of hope for me... and of course guiding me nearer and nearer to fulfilling my dream in life. =D God.. seems like i have won half the battle.. waiting for the other half to appear to decide what's the final outcome.. i am not feeling worried, anxious or anything now.. am i abnormal? =D or is it..... the peace of God? anyways i need to sell my possessions to earn money.. anybody got any idea where i can do it? flea markets or anything... i am willing to sell my stuffs for that purpose~!! =D i am so glad huiz huiz came back to God.. though she wun be reading this.. still.. i am so so so so filled with inexpressible joy! =) ~with thankfulness~ | | |
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In 2005, my 18th bday celebration.. with most of my biker frenz...at the back row..including the one friend we lost... =(  
the 2 above pics are taken with 2 special friends on my 21st birthday... =D WOW.... it's been really really long since i have last updated.. 2008 has been an eventful year. Lost a good friend to a bus-bike accident... Lost 2 good pals/colleagues to the economic downturn... i tried to hide it.. but when i was totally alone, i lost control of my emotions that night walking back home. all happened in ONE day. gotta take half day off to cool down, go to crematorium... and really seek God to cool me off... went back to the scene where the bus collided with him... everyone in the car remained still and silent.no one spoke a word as we passed by the scene that night... it was a cold, quiet night. and reminiscences as we settled in a nearby prata shop... appeared not to be affected by it, especially in front of chicky who was pretty affected by the head-chopping ceremonies on the 2 best guys in our comp.... i was pretty gd in hiding my emotions in front of him... oh well... but seriously.. now i am wondering how is my 2 frenz doing? have they found a job thru my fren? tomorrow i am gonna take the BIG STEP of FAITH. LEAP of FAITH i would call it... I must admit I am really NERVOUS. but I will still CHOOSE to TRUST in GOD. whatever it is... whatever the outcome, i know it is the will of God. coz i have entrusted this to HIM... door closed or opened ? tomorrow i will know... | | |
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